I can honestly say, that I have never had a dream like this in my entire life. It had shaken me to the point where even now, 26 hours later, I'm deathly afraid to go to bed. I think subconsciously my brain is scared, my eyes are tired, my body is tired, my brain is scared. Times like this, I wish I could flip the switch off to my brain.
My dream--I was sitting in my living room trying to comfort my mother in law who had recently lost her sister. My mother in law was grieving and couldn't stop crying, my dream was utterly depressing...nothing I said, was making her feel better. In fact, Angelica began yelling at me in Spanish saying things like, leave me alone, you don't understand how it feels to loose a loved one. I did know how it felt, however, I walked away and let her be. This part of the dream is fuzzy, but I remember my dad standing in front of me smiling and saying, Ho babe! Finally yo hea, been waiting long time! You ready for go? I remember looking at my dad saying, WHAT?! Why are YOU here?! YOU'RE..................... DEAD!!! Then I notice my papa standing next to my dad and my dad tells me, I'm dead? No babe, You're DEAD! Then he smiles--but I'm completely unafraid. My papa says, come on we go...we gotta go already...been here too long, hurry up! Then before I could say anything, Angelica's sister (tia Amaya) shows up and is soo happy and smiles and says, Thank you for being with Angelica. You really helped her (I can't remember what else she said,) because at this time, I notice my self lying in the bed. As if I'm flying above my body looking at it and see my husband laying next to me. I swear it was like an out of body experience! I remember yelling at Frank trying to get him to look at me, but he kept sleeping...I remember waking up and crying. Literally bawling my eyes out cause I was like, WTH was that?!
All I can say is, I hope it's not a premonition to how I'm going to die. It was the most strangest, scariest dream I can remember. I just hope my dad, papa and Tia Amaya are doing well and that their spirits are resting in peace, but seriously, I don't wanna dream where I'm floating above myself! That was too weird.
